"Books have to be heavy because the whole world’s inside them."
— Cornelia Funke, Inkheart (via shalott)
Love.
(Source: juliedeer, via thecommaqueen)
I can safely say that I’ve never been so happy in my life. It’s so strange. And yet so exhilarating. I get to spend my days doing what I love to do at a university press, and spend my nights laughing and laying around with my wonderful boy watching our favorite tv show. It takes a lot to get to a point like this. I’ll never pretend that it doesn’t. It was hell for a while there. But you know what? We made it through everything so far, together, a unit growing stronger with each day. And if we can make it through what we did, with outside forces trying their hardest, then we can make it through anything.
And that’s what I’m planning on. What we’re planning on.
Relationships aren’t easy. No way. Sometimes you want to kill each other. But if there’s communication, that moment passes in an instant, and you’re lying in one another’s arms once more, laughing about it all. But when you find the one person you know you want to work through it with, the one person who gets you better than anyone else ever could, it’s pretty amazing.
I know that things happen. Believe me, I do. But I truly believe in the power of hard work and dedication. I found someone I love, someone I’m dedicated to, and I’ll be damned if I don’t work my ass off for as long as I can to keep growing through it all.
He’s so excited for that computer game “Diablo 3” to come out this next week. I, somehow, find it absolutely adorable how excited he is, and how endearing the quirks can be. Oh, I’ll probably pout when he’s giving more attention to the computer screen than to me, I won’t even deny that. But that doesn’t change how happy it makes you to see someone you care about so excited for something (Me & HP, equivalent), no matter how corny it may be. You’re happy being happy. You’re happy making someone else happy. No matter what it takes in the end.
“I cannot fix on the hour, or the spot, or the look, or the words, which laid the foundation. It is too long ago. I was in the middle before I knew that I had begun.” - Elizabeth
Attempting to study for my final (that begins in a few short hours), I’m reminded how much I love this book, how it is my favorite, and how Jane Austen has the unique ability to quite simply write some of the most amazing declarations of love for her characters. And, in this case, she’s taken the words right from my mouth. For you, my (crazy) Cuban.
“Well, I’m an optimist.”
“I didn’t know there were any more such animals,” said Dr. Courtland.
I’m slowly growing to love Welty even more. The fact that you have to slow down to read it, like with Woolf, really threw me off at first. Now, I’m learning to see the beauty in her writing. She really was amazing.
Today at the Press I was thrown into the word of author correspondence, CIP data entries, and even more indexing. It took three of us to figure out how to code a typescript for a minute. It was absolutely terrifying until one of the editors appeared in my office with a striped mug and a handful of Keurig coffee packs. Then production just started pulling up Bon Qui Qui videos on youtube, and making fun of everything, and it solidified even more that if I can find a job with those type of people, doing what I love, then I’ll have fulfilled life.